Almost Time...

Well today just drug on and on. I realized as soon as I got to work how much I really didn't want to be there. That's so unusual for me, because I used to LOVE my job. I still love my co-workers. For the most part, they really make me feel welcome to be there, especially now that I only work Wednesday-Friday. When I come back to work on Wednesdays I hear alot of "I missed you!" "Glad your here!" "How's school?" and that makes me realize how wonderful the people I work with really are. I just don't like the job anymore. Since I have become part time, I feel less wanted, I feel like I can easily be tossed to the curb, like I'm an extra person. I have no "delegated" duties like I used to before, and I honestly kind of miss that. I love knowing that I'm important to my job, that they need me to put all the pieces together, but it seems that I'm not part of the puzzle anymore. I'm truly a little disturbed by it. That's why I'm okay with change, and I believe if I have to leave my job for school, then it's meant to be. Everything happens for a reason, and God taught me that when I wrecked almost 5 years ago. I never question things I don't understand, I just know God has a plan for me.

But Tomorrow is the BIG day...

I have my final weigh-in with the Great Weight Challenge that me a my co-workers have done now for 8 weeks. So that means I don't have to worry so much about my weight, but I do think it has changed me for the better. I have quit meaningless snacking on junk. If I crave something, I get grapes, a banana, a pickle, just depending. This week on my diet has definitely taught me some restraint I never thought I had with food. It was a laid-back but strict one week diet. It told you what you could have, but didn't limit it. It wasn't a very hard diet, and I think I would do it again in a few weeks to help me lose more weight if need be. AND.... Tomorrow is my last day on the diet!! Woohoo! I made it to the final day! And the 3rd big thing going on tomorrow is I have my transfer interview. So if I decide to leave my current job for school, I may already have my next career lined up. I'm hoping for a success. So 3 BIG things gonna happen tomorrow all for the better (I hope)! I might just possibly get my new tat tomorrow too, but I'm still debating spending that kind of money. I absolutely love it though... See above...

It's officially Spring Break for my on campus classes. We don't go back until March 16th which means I won't see my sweet patients again for 2 weeks! That's such a bummer, I worry about them every day. But it's also a HUGE relief to not have to stress so much about school work for a few weeks. I still have some Pharmacology stuff to do by Sunday. Also on March 16th is summer registration, which will determine if I get in to the summer semester or not. There are 36 slots for like 70 students. Not much to work with. Bummer...

Well, I'm going to go finish my lunch for tomorrow so I can finish my diet correctly and go to bed.

Until next time....